I am afraid of joining my new job

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Today I am going to start a new job. I have been at home with my kittu since last one month. We both have got habitual of each other. She is looking beautiful and fairer than ever. She has put on 2 kgs also othewise everytime she used to weigh 10 kgs only. I love my kittu. I know how much she will miss me at home tomorroe. Even more than her It will miss her. I do not know how I will be able to spend my first day in office. I am more scare for her. I am not trying to think about this till the morning comes. I love her a lot and do not want her to become the old irritating, angry Kittu again. But I am helpless. I need to join this job for financial purpose. I have to support my husband till he does not become financially stable in his job or business. He says he will start a business so till then I need to do a job. Anyways I do not have any probs other than kittu. Hope she will be mature enough to understand her Mumma. I love you Kittu...my little doll

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