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 Hi, long time no see...but can't help in it...CLASS 11 + Science PCM. I want to write many things but right now I'm seriously in dilemma of my decision about studying PCM... 1. Firstly, I wanna tell u that why I did not choose Arts/humanities or Commerce... I would love to do Fashion Designing but the thing is I did not wanna study Hindi which  I left in class 9 only...plus any other boring subjects.. And of commerce, I do not get those stocks, charts, finance stuff so left it out. plus,  The only option then I got is Science...STUDYY OOR DIEEE.... Physics n Chemistry do not excite me much...  Some chapters I like, some I don't Mathematics, I love but I'm not a topper in it...With practice, I can surely excel in it Computer Science, I wanted to learn it, Python and stuff... Chemistry is not that interested but some of chapters are fun to do Physics the same as above... ****Kindly note that it was the draft of 9 sept, I have posted it as was not willing to discard my...

Its been a long time since I hae written any blog. I am not getting enough time for doing so. Actually daily kittu has to be given ready and get her ready for the school by 7'o clock. As she leaves home around 7:15 and wait for her school bus along with his father. Then I get myself ready for the office and then in the evening I reach back to home after 7 and then get busy with kittu. I get exhausested in the whole process. But now today I have decided to write something on kittu on her blog. Kittu has got finally set up with her school friends. Initially she lost her bands and belt in the school. Now she takes care of her belongings. She has made many friends like Dhruv, Navya, Lakshya etc. She says her teacher calls her gudiya(doll). She studies well and revises her lesson at home also. Touch wood she is always ready to learn something new. Whenever I ask her something about her then she tells so eagerly about each and everything. She is too much talkative as when no body is with...

My kittu makes tea for me. She says mumma shall i make tea for you. I ask her to do what she likes to. I am determined not to impose my decisions on her when she will grow up. I will never say that she has to listen to me as she is younger to me. I want her to take her decisions her own. She has to be self dependent and good for all. If she think she is right and can do her tasks herself then she has all the rights to go ahead. I have never thought that she is a girl so she does not have any rights. She will get all the rights and things which she deserve. She is my strength and my mean of living. I love you kittu. She is just super and just reminds me how my childhood had been. She is my source of inspiration. Whenever I get disturbed or angry she asks me mumma aap gussa kyuon ho gaye...papa hamein shubhu ke pass le jayegne theek hai nahin to main apko auto main le jaoonga.....she is so sweettttt

My kittu is getting elder day by day plus naughty also. She mimicks her teachers. She copies the way her teachers scold and talk to their students in her school. She oftern says Pratham chup, Utkarsh, Ansh, Manat...etc..do not talk much...........like that.

Kittu has got very stubborn. She does not listen to me. She is getting older day by day. After three days is her birthday. She is not aware of this. How can she know this as she is a little kid only. I will distribute chocolates in her school day. She is a lovely sweet angel. She has got many friends in her school like Prtham, Utkarsh, Joe, Anshika, Garima etc. She often tells me about them. I sometimes think that when she will grow up and start going to school then will get occupied with her friends and life then what will happen of mine!!! as at present I am her guide and decision maker. Sometimes I tell her that I won't let her to marry otherwise I will get alone.

Kittu has cold since last few days. She is not going to school. She says mumma I have fever so won't go to school. She has got excused of not going to school :)). I have asked her many times to take medicines but she does not take any. She does not like them. She even does not take hameopathic medicines. God take he care and make he healthy and fit once again

Seeing Kittu growing is an interesting experience. She will become full 3 years old next month. I feel so happy seeng her around. She calls me mumma which adds on the feeling of mothehood in me. Out of all the materialistic and othe things that I posses, I think noting can substitte Kittu. Kittu is above of all. She is my love and creativity that's why I love her name "Sanskriti" my kriti...........

Today was the first day of my kittu in her school after two months of summer vacation. I was afraid how she would react to this. I got up early in the morning. Prepared lunch and then got myself ready. Around 8 I woke up kittu . She said mumma I won't go to school. She cried a lot. Then also I got her ready and dropped her at the school. She cried but then became normal. I came back around 6 :30 at home. She was sleeping. I felt very relaxed. Moreover my in laws have also come back after a long time from Himachal Pradesh. This might be also one of the reason of my relaxed feeling.

Kittu is going on to be 3 years old this August but she has yet not given up her habit of sucking thumb. She sucks it when feels hungry or sleepy. She has injured it also of sucking it up. She is even drinking milk with bottle. Can anyone help me by suggesting how to remove this habit? Only this is the annoying habit of her otherwise she is a wonderful girl. She has noting like that which annoys me. She helps in all the domestic household chores. She is more of my companion than a daughter. She prepares chapattis with me. She makes a very small chapatti which I give to her father in lunch.

I have admitted my kittu in a school but now she is enjoying at home on account of her summer vacation. She plays with her doll. I have left my job since one month and she is staying with me most of the time. Her grand parents are out of stations. So she is talking to me and living in our bedroom most of the time. When she wakes up in the morning then her first sentence is often, “Mumma, I will not go to school, papa will go to office”. I always laugh at that. She has got a fear of school. Before when I used to go to office then her first words used to be “Mumma, you will not go to office…okay.” I used to confirm that by shaking my head.

Few days back we all family memebrs were been to a trip of himachal pradesh. Himachal pradesh is a hill area in india which is famous for its holy places and natural beauties. It is full of greenery and mountains covered with snow. My hubby bought a doll from there for my little doll(kittu). Kittu plays with her often. Today she named her Pinky. I told her that pinky is your daughter like I am to you. She said ok..I am hery mumma....I felt a different feeling of how matured she has got. I started thinking of her future and her marriage. She will leave us to her new house after marriage. A new journey of life will be started then. Her would be husband would also love her like mine to me. How will be her groom and her life after marriage. I am so excited taking all this. When she will grow up and marry. But I am also aware that after her marriage I would loose most of my rights on her. As the she will become a daughter in law and would get busy with her family. I just want her not to for...

My kittu is my center of my life. After quitting my job my life is revolving round her only. I not watch her playing with her toys, having meal and everything . She all the time keeps on saying 'mumma','mumma'. She dances on even a little music. I lover her baby steps vey much. I really love a lot. She is my life....I call her'Motulala' and 'Sohan lal 'with love