Sanskriti's space :)

My kittu makes tea for me. She says mumma shall i make tea for you. I ask her to do what she likes to. I am determined not to impose my decisions on her when she will grow up. I will never say that she has to listen to me as she is younger to me. I want her to take her decisions her own. She has to be self dependent and good for all. If she think she is right and can do her tasks herself then she has all the rights to go ahead. I have never thought that she is a girl so she does not have any rights. She will get all the rights and things which she deserve. She is my strength and my mean of living. I love you kittu. She is just super and just reminds me how my childhood had been. She is my source of inspiration. Whenever I get disturbed or angry she asks me mumma aap gussa kyuon ho gaye...papa hamein shubhu ke pass le jayegne theek hai nahin to main apko auto main le jaoonga.....she is so sweettttt

My kittu is getting elder day by day plus naughty also. She mimicks her teachers. She copies the way her teachers scold and talk to their students in her school. She oftern says Pratham chup, Utkarsh, Ansh, Manat...etc..do not talk much...........like that.

Kittu has got very stubborn. She does not listen to me. She is getting older day by day. After three days is her birthday. She is not aware of this. How can she know this as she is a little kid only. I will distribute chocolates in her school day. She is a lovely sweet angel. She has got many friends in her school like Prtham, Utkarsh, Joe, Anshika, Garima etc. She often tells me about them. I sometimes think that when she will grow up and start going to school then will get occupied with her friends and life then what will happen of mine!!! as at present I am her guide and decision maker. Sometimes I tell her that I won't let her to marry otherwise I will get alone.

Kittu has cold since last few days. She is not going to school. She says mumma I have fever so won't go to school. She has got excused of not going to school :)). I have asked her many times to take medicines but she does not take any. She does not like them. She even does not take hameopathic medicines. God take he care and make he healthy and fit once again

Seeing Kittu growing is an interesting experience. She will become full 3 years old next month. I feel so happy seeng her around. She calls me mumma which adds on the feeling of mothehood in me. Out of all the materialistic and othe things that I posses, I think noting can substitte Kittu. Kittu is above of all. She is my love and creativity that's why I love her name "Sanskriti" my kriti...........

Today was the first day of my kittu in her school after two months of summer vacation. I was afraid how she would react to this. I got up early in the morning. Prepared lunch and then got myself ready. Around 8 I woke up kittu . She said mumma I won't go to school. She cried a lot. Then also I got her ready and dropped her at the school. She cried but then became normal. I came back around 6 :30 at home. She was sleeping. I felt very relaxed. Moreover my in laws have also come back after a long time from Himachal Pradesh. This might be also one of the reason of my relaxed feeling.

In last blog of mine I had written that I am afraid of joining my new job. I had fear for my daughter that how would she react to this as she had got habitual of my presence at home. Today was the third day in my office. I do not tell her that I go to office. I have told others also not to tell her this. The first day when I reached home in the evening then she was playing with toys. I gave her the bath after some time then since she has not taken in the morning. The second day of my office, she had gone with her chacha and chachi to her Bua's residence and reached home evening when I had already come. Today was the third day. My hubby had come to pick me up from the office. She saw both of us together so did not do any doubt. Although she asked me about my whereabouts, I lied I had gone to the market to purchase something. Today also I gave her the bath as she has not taken in the morning.

Today I am going to start a new job. I have been at home with my kittu since last one month. We both have got habitual of each other. She is looking beautiful and fairer than ever. She has put on 2 kgs also othewise everytime she used to weigh 10 kgs only. I love my kittu. I know how much she will miss me at home tomorroe. Even more than her It will miss her. I do not know how I will be able to spend my first day in office. I am more scare for her. I am not trying to think about this till the morning comes. I love her a lot and do not want her to become the old irritating, angry Kittu again. But I am helpless. I need to join this job for financial purpose. I have to support my husband till he does not become financially stable in his job or business. He says he will start a business so till then I need to do a job. Anyways I do not have any probs other than kittu. Hope she will be mature enough to understand her Mumma. I love you Kittu...my little doll

Kittu teaches her students. You must be surprised from where the students of a 2.5 years old girls have come. Then don't be surprised. These all are mock type. Actually she rehearses the way her teacher teaches her in the school. She says I am playing with students. She asks them to learn ryhmes. I watch her childhood with eagerness and often remember mine. I also remember the way how I used to do all this funny things in my childhood.

Kittu likes her lehnga very much. She does not want anything except her lehnga. Now also she is demanding the same thing. But I have told her that if she will have all the nuts that I have given her than I will give her lehnga. She is eating them slowly. She has taken all at the same time inside her mouth. She is looking so innocent.