Sanskriti's space :)

Kittu has cold since last few days. She is not going to school. She says mumma I have fever so won't go to school. She has got excused of not going to school :)). I have asked her many times to take medicines but she does not take any. She does not like them. She even does not take hameopathic medicines. God take he care and make he healthy and fit once again

Seeing Kittu growing is an interesting experience. She will become full 3 years old next month. I feel so happy seeng her around. She calls me mumma which adds on the feeling of mothehood in me. Out of all the materialistic and othe things that I posses, I think noting can substitte Kittu. Kittu is above of all. She is my love and creativity that's why I love her name "Sanskriti" my kriti...........

Today was the first day of my kittu in her school after two months of summer vacation. I was afraid how she would react to this. I got up early in the morning. Prepared lunch and then got myself ready. Around 8 I woke up kittu . She said mumma I won't go to school. She cried a lot. Then also I got her ready and dropped her at the school. She cried but then became normal. I came back around 6 :30 at home. She was sleeping. I felt very relaxed. Moreover my in laws have also come back after a long time from Himachal Pradesh. This might be also one of the reason of my relaxed feeling.

In last blog of mine I had written that I am afraid of joining my new job. I had fear for my daughter that how would she react to this as she had got habitual of my presence at home. Today was the third day in my office. I do not tell her that I go to office. I have told others also not to tell her this. The first day when I reached home in the evening then she was playing with toys. I gave her the bath after some time then since she has not taken in the morning. The second day of my office, she had gone with her chacha and chachi to her Bua's residence and reached home evening when I had already come. Today was the third day. My hubby had come to pick me up from the office. She saw both of us together so did not do any doubt. Although she asked me about my whereabouts, I lied I had gone to the market to purchase something. Today also I gave her the bath as she has not taken in the morning.

Today I am going to start a new job. I have been at home with my kittu since last one month. We both have got habitual of each other. She is looking beautiful and fairer than ever. She has put on 2 kgs also othewise everytime she used to weigh 10 kgs only. I love my kittu. I know how much she will miss me at home tomorroe. Even more than her It will miss her. I do not know how I will be able to spend my first day in office. I am more scare for her. I am not trying to think about this till the morning comes. I love her a lot and do not want her to become the old irritating, angry Kittu again. But I am helpless. I need to join this job for financial purpose. I have to support my husband till he does not become financially stable in his job or business. He says he will start a business so till then I need to do a job. Anyways I do not have any probs other than kittu. Hope she will be mature enough to understand her Mumma. I love you Kittu...my little doll

Kittu teaches her students. You must be surprised from where the students of a 2.5 years old girls have come. Then don't be surprised. These all are mock type. Actually she rehearses the way her teacher teaches her in the school. She says I am playing with students. She asks them to learn ryhmes. I watch her childhood with eagerness and often remember mine. I also remember the way how I used to do all this funny things in my childhood.

Kittu likes her lehnga very much. She does not want anything except her lehnga. Now also she is demanding the same thing. But I have told her that if she will have all the nuts that I have given her than I will give her lehnga. She is eating them slowly. She has taken all at the same time inside her mouth. She is looking so innocent.

My Kittu has torn her doll whom we used to call"Chiku". I was doing my work on laptop and she was playing with her toys. Suddently she started going out with a good amount of cotton in her hand. I surprised from where she got this. When I looked around then found it was her doll whom she has torn and taken out all the cotton. I was so hurt as this doll was older than Kittu. I had bought that time when kittu had also not born

Kittu is going on to be 3 years old this August but she has yet not given up her habit of sucking thumb. She sucks it when feels hungry or sleepy. She has injured it also of sucking it up. She is even drinking milk with bottle. Can anyone help me by suggesting how to remove this habit? Only this is the annoying habit of her otherwise she is a wonderful girl. She has noting like that which annoys me. She helps in all the domestic household chores. She is more of my companion than a daughter. She prepares chapattis with me. She makes a very small chapatti which I give to her father in lunch.

I have admitted my kittu in a school but now she is enjoying at home on account of her summer vacation. She plays with her doll. I have left my job since one month and she is staying with me most of the time. Her grand parents are out of stations. So she is talking to me and living in our bedroom most of the time. When she wakes up in the morning then her first sentence is often, “Mumma, I will not go to school, papa will go to office”. I always laugh at that. She has got a fear of school. Before when I used to go to office then her first words used to be “Mumma, you will not go to office…okay.” I used to confirm that by shaking my head.