I'm anxious but I got this❤(MK-42)

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Hi,

From 24th Feb my CBSE Boards Examinations will start...first with English. I'm scared a lot not only for English but for other subjects too. 

I don't know what will going to happen, I'm so scared..

My syllabus is not fully done for Phy, Chem and Maths and I have no idea how it will be like when I'll be doing that..(Also, I kinda suck in these subs)

I know it's all my fault and it's I to be blamed, not my parents, not my teachers, not my friends because they are doing their best but I'm still procrastinating and trying to ruin my life..

I've already made a bad decision by taking PCM but It was my duty too, to just be it be and study with full mind but no I didn't and now I'm suffering..My parents didn't force me, my teachers didn't all are just having so many hopes and aspirations from me and it's really on me to prove them that Yes! they are Right and I did it!!!

I passed my 12th class with 85+ percentage and I did my best. 

And even if I start know I believe I can do this!!

I know it's hard but at least now I have to do it..I have to sacrifice everything to get what I want after all, it's my life and I just can't ruin it like that..

So, from now on no endlessly scrolling on YouTube/any social media website...INTERNET TO BE USED ONLY FOR STUDYING period.

I'll be back after 23rd of March, 2023..(the last board examination)

(PS: I got to know that 'y'all' phrase is generally of Texas type places accent through TBBT. First time I heard it through JESSIE (Disney Channel show) and I believed everybody speaks like that only in America😅..How stupid of me😂!! )

SEE YA SOON

WISH ME LUCK

GOD BLESS🥰

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