Thought of the day🥰 (MK-21)
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10th Boards cancelled...after which my life is upside down...
***I know I have written a blog on 9 sept but it's a little brief one***
Stream selection.. Science: PCM then a lot of tears, anxiety, self doubt, over-thinking...
Mumma's support :) and love and consolations...
My first ever 11/30 marks in Unit Test-2...in chemistry after that very very disappointed then again cried mumma consoled
papa too a little...
Tried harder this time for mid terms... in all of the subjects. Found many great YouTube channels and their very great teachers, like Roshni Ma'am: the first video I saw of her was of Kinematics and realized that should have known her earlier...She is just a awesome teacher and I love her...her way of teaching can't be touched by anyone:)
Found Vedantu Math channels and the best teacher: Harsh Priyam Sir who not only teaches but makes us laugh too in between the sessions with his small funny stories or jokes...
AKR(Abhishek) sir of physics, though there are only 2 to 3 lessons of him of physics for class 11 but still he is awesome:)
With a lot of hard work in chem (and all the subjects though) I scored 24.8/35 and I'm happy, seriously 32 % in UT2 to almost 70% in Midterms...that's what real happiness is...
In mathematics too I scored 34/40 and I'm glad I scored so good marks...
I have to agree I cheated a little(in all subj except English, I guess), very little but rest is all my efforts...And the cheat wasn't copying the answer, it was just to calm the mind's chatter of doubting if marked the correct option or not...it was just rechecking
As of now again anxiety grew into me due to Hydrocarbons(though it isn't going to come in Term1, but I still have to study it someday and as we know after 24hrs of learning something new, we forget half of the concept..so I have to study ) which is totally going off my head and some old concepts not that clear too so gotta work on that too...
Yesterday, during midnight or say 4 AM in the morning I was so anxious that listened to some motivating videos by Sandeep Maheshwari(not a big fan, though) and I have to admit I felt good...he actually said that depression and anxiety will go away when you yourself start feeling good and stop putting negative thoughts inside you, no doctor can help in that he'll give you medicines which will release acids in ur brain which makes us happy but you'll get addicted to it sans it you'll be sad (something like that, don't remember much)
After which still something was bothering me thus...switched of the internet and started listening to the downloaded Achutyam Keshawam and started writing about my feelings in the diary and suddenly tears came out of me...it was like I was healing..it was like my Radhakrishn were healing me 😘😘
So, stay positive and be happy....trust your decisions...when u took it u felt they were right and now u don't and that's completely normal, 'cause humans make mistakes...
But have faith in God maybe what u did was right and if it wasn't then why in the world God will force u to live with that decision, they are our parents and we know they'll never want anything to go wrong with their kids ✨✨
'Life's always gonna throw you curveballs but what matters is that how you handle it''🎇🎇
'If u know it's your scary thing, then you should definitely do it'✨✨
Wonderful quoted from DIARY OF A FUTURE PRESIDENT, which I'm watching these days...It's the best series I've ever watched and love to watch Elena's (the protagonist) journey of finding her raison d'etre reason for being....her journey from being a middle school student to the President of the country...It is fictional though but I still love the story which is amazing..and loved Tess Romero(young Elena) and Gina Rodriguez(adult Elena) 🥰🥰
Gotta go...
Stay Happy, Healthy& Positive 😊
Believe in urself and make a brand new day
#PACE
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