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Kittu's reaction after my new job

In last blog of mine I had written that I am afraid of joining my new job. I had fear for my daughter that how would she react to this as she had got habitual of my presence at home. Today was the third day in my office. I do not tell her that I go to office. I have told others also not to tell her this. The first day when I reached home in the evening then she was playing with toys. I gave her the bath after some time then since she has not taken in the morning. The second day of my office, she had gone with her chacha and chachi to her Bua's residence and reached home evening when I had already come. Today was the third day. My hubby had come to pick me up from the office. She saw both of us together so did not do any doubt. Although she asked me about my whereabouts, I lied I had gone to the market to purchase something. Today also I gave her the bath as she has not taken in the morning.

I am afraid of joining my new job

Today I am going to start a new job. I have been at home with my kittu since last one month. We both have got habitual of each other. She is looking beautiful and fairer than ever. She has put on 2 kgs also othewise everytime she used to weigh 10 kgs only. I love my kittu. I know how much she will miss me at home tomorroe. Even more than her It will miss her. I do not know how I will be able to spend my first day in office. I am more scare for her. I am not trying to think about this till the morning comes. I love her a lot and do not want her to become the old irritating, angry Kittu again. But I am helpless. I need to join this job for financial purpose. I have to support my husband till he does not become financially stable in his job or business. He says he will start a business so till then I need to do a job. Anyways I do not have any probs other than kittu. Hope she will be mature enough to understand her Mumma. I love you Kittu...my little doll