You know what the hardest thing these days(Covid era/no frns, schools, again spreading of this stupis virus, new variants evryother month..& what not) is, to stay positive and optimistic about the future 'cause nobody has seen it and we are always in the fear of losing ourselves in someway or another, to stay self- motivated and not give up before the fight..🤞🤞 the fear is not of death but of the future like, what I'm gonna do after studies, who I'm gonna be? will I be able to find myself..my raison d'etre..will I? Will I be able to understand my studies sans losing myself in the process? Will I get through this Science thingy sans pressure..? or it'll deteriorate my marks or what not..have I made the right decision...Was I in my senses when I took this or just random suggestions or situations happen, and I took it..? Am I doing this the right way? Do I have to be a book worm all day to score good in exams??I knew I was not a kid who can study all day everyda...
